Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Naturalizing

Recycling, Bathing, Getting Pedicures, Reading Books, Joining organized social institutions such as book clubs or softball teams.  IS LIFE THIS BORING, where did the optimism and energy go?  I am merely planning out every boring moment by the next obligation-vaguely hoping for a a new story or a strange interaction.  Why can't a slightly over weight mother of four tell me she used to turn tricks in the New York subway?  Why can't I find a bug that is carrying a joint on its back?  Where do I meet the strange and confused---I just want to fit in... please?

Contemplating waxing strange parts or rearranging a living space---starting to watch television--wondering what the hell the youth are doing with all that damn technology at their finger tips!!

I want to revert back to the fresh-juicy beginning of aspiration.  Where was it when things were exciting and worth the further research.  The introduction of subject matter into a conversation, the gumption of uncharted conversational territories, discussions of the color puke orange,  Stupid Aesthetics

1 comment:

  1. Bridget, I love reading your blogposts and imagining that they are being shouted to me by a very dirty looking homeless woman at the bus stop.

    Where do you meet the strange and confused? Hmm... maybe they have a book club? In my experience, you have had little difficulty collecting interesting people so I'm not sure what you're complaining about. Maybe you should take the bus more often.

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